Lately; She Had Been Lost By A Lot Of Things
A week ago; her lifetime favorite anime was end. She's saying right now that feel pain because she could not make the reason to live to wait for these episodes in season again. It means; she has to look for anything to make a reason for staying alive. This anime have been accompanying her for over a decade (from the girl who did not know anything and just liked books, movies, animes, and so on); (until becoming the human who still did not know anything, being human as well). She just realized in her grown-up as a human; that too many things are there to become her things in still alive. Just because she had a reason to wake up the next day and wanted to wait forever. Right now; it was the end. No more episodes and seasons; no discussion about that with friends anymore. She felt of pain and could not take it anymore. Then she asked the question; H ow could these things have been left her in a short time?