Just Running; The Way She Heal from The Pain
It feels like she keeps on walking, and she will keep on walking, who knows for how long. She had this thought during her morning jog. She wish to end all of this journey and decide which place she should make my final destination on this journey.
However, it feels like there are still many things that are unfinished and incomplete if she were to finish them all today.
Being a nomad, moving from one place to another with all its social and cultural aspects, meeting various people with different characters, trying one skill after another, and of course, letting go of one commitment for another and never truly finishing.
Tiredness sometimes comes over her, she want to end and stop. However again, the feeling of arrogance is not enough to be extinguished and concluded; there are still many things that don't seem finished yet.
Being a nomad, moving from one place to another with all its social and cultural aspects, meeting various people with different characters, trying one skill after another, and of course, letting go of one commitment for another and never truly finishing.
Tiredness sometimes comes over her, she want to end and stop. However again, the feeling of arrogance is not enough to be extinguished and concluded; there are still many things that don't seem finished yet.
She had tried to extinguish the feeling of arrogance to finish everything, but strangely, she feel like she become numb, unwilling to live, and she don't know what the purpose of life is.
Seeing the journeys of the people around her who have chosen to finish and conclude only makes me want to keep on walking, as if challenging the life that lies ahead. Yes, it feels like she is challenging life by continuing to walk and not intending to stop.
Whenever exhaustion approaches, she decide to take a break by running alone in the morning, exploring new roads she had never passed before, and it ends with her finding a new perspective during that time, like discovering a new purpose in life and the desire to keep walking and find what she is looking for grows again.
That's why she love running, not running away from problems, but running to take a break from all the busyness and the thoughts of giving up that sometimes overwhelm me. Only by running do she feel sufficient and find new energy.
Through running, she rediscover herself in a complete state and find out how to keep going and walking to fulfill the mission of life that has been ordained by humans to humans.
Seeing the journeys of the people around her who have chosen to finish and conclude only makes me want to keep on walking, as if challenging the life that lies ahead. Yes, it feels like she is challenging life by continuing to walk and not intending to stop.
Whenever exhaustion approaches, she decide to take a break by running alone in the morning, exploring new roads she had never passed before, and it ends with her finding a new perspective during that time, like discovering a new purpose in life and the desire to keep walking and find what she is looking for grows again.
That's why she love running, not running away from problems, but running to take a break from all the busyness and the thoughts of giving up that sometimes overwhelm me. Only by running do she feel sufficient and find new energy.
Through running, she rediscover herself in a complete state and find out how to keep going and walking to fulfill the mission of life that has been ordained by humans to humans.
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