She Would Be Sailing Even If The Waves Were Huge

Right now; she knows what she wants. she's changed, truly changed. Time was changing her to be the truly she wanted to be. She was not becoming the one she wanted before.

She had tried everything she wanted. She had followed all the things; people, places, minds, movies, videos, and other things. She had done everything for something that did not match her.

She's truly sick and in pain; just because she knows if she left all the things behind the memories would be still there to remember. The beautiful things behind would make her die. She would truly leave these all.

Could she be? Does she want to give up? will she be fine? Would she be happy after she left anything? She still does not know. She just knew if she would keep walking even if the ways were too long.

She's dying right now just because she did not have anything to hold; she's still alone to make these decisions. she felt the earth would not give her a place anymore. she feels if she would be rejected after the way she choose.

She just can't go back just because she knows everything is not the same anymore; she knows if these all did not work anymore. She knows she would be dying every single day just because of the decision she made.

She just wanted something; she would be the one who she is. She would be somebody who wanted to be honest every single day without anything she pretended to be. She just wanted to be the one who she was.

She would be sailing even if the waves were huges; even if the world rejected her; even if she would be alone anymore; even if the people wanted to stare at her angrily; even if the country didn't accept her; even if she died she would be choosing it no matter what happened.