She Didn't See Anything In Her Life Anymore

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From the first she was born; this year was the most difficult year for herself. She didn't know what happened the next day except to stay alive as people do.

Sometimes she's always thinking of disappearing and becoming no one in this huge world.

All the things that happened were the memories she could not erase; the people she met, known, and lived just the things that she would not remember for the rest of her life.

She just hoped that she could be a bubble and disappear.

The government; society; and people; are just constructions - which made her life harder time by time; all the things on her were tied by something she could not bear up.

She would be suffering because she knows in which part she's doing the wrong things.

If she had read these texts earlier; she would not have been a person like her. she would be different and she could choose to live at what she wants as a human.

However, she did not know; could she be the person who'll live as a human?

She knows; that some people live on the wrong path because they do not have time to read and want to know which part they decided on

She is looking for the freedom to live with all of hers; still, she does not know what happened next would be.

Life is not interesting for her anymore; she's just doing everything based on how she would survive by trying to live; without other options.

Even though she would get headaches and suffer; she would try to live as hard as she could.

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