She Had Not Been Ready Yet To Lose Anything

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There are billions of people living on this earth currently but she was not ready yet to lose someone; the one who's been there for years together.

He had been through the hardest way to live then right now someone is still stuck in those conditions; life isn't easy right. But some humans have the choice to choose which life they would through, some of them not.

She didn't know what to say, but the first time she knew the decision someone made it brought her into the darkness and blues. Know what? Just because she knew that she would lose someone; once more.

She had been losing some of her humans before; so, for losing someone at this time she is not ready yet. How could she know someone was stuck in the hardest situation and she couldn't do anything?

Just wishing and seeing that everything would be fine; that's wrong she knew, but she couldn't do anything just because she had herself for sure, she had hers to save first.

This is called selfishness. She thought yes, but she couldn't choose someone without choosing her first. They're living on a perfectly troubled earth who's every human has to choose himself/herself first rather than everyone else.

That's the rule if we want to live longer and happily; just because we have little energy to save ourselves first; and she knew some of her humans were losing themself just because they didn't know how to choose them rather than everyone.

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