She Had Been Living at Where She Chose To Be
She had decided to stay even if the humans went. the greatest blessing in her life was having that human as her guardian; that human had been borrowing a beautiful life to walk through this journey.
As a woman she knew, the journey would be hard, but saw that human how hard the journey before made her once to walk more; that human would go to in memorable place.
She wants to thank that human for being the best human in her life, she wants to say; "You're being the purely kind-hearted-warming-fighting whose this earth did not deserve you just because you deserve heaven".
Then, she wanted to say; "Thank you for trusting me as your part of life to walk as I would; I would promise if I had never given up because I knew you cannot be replaced by anyone else."
This journey would be hard time by time, but she would remember when that human had been trusting in her, it made her pain dan die every day, but that's the reason why she had to be still life;
She's doing well right now; still gossiping and doing silly things with her girl group, she goes to the cinema by herself - choosing the movie, place, and food. She still loves reading as usual; waiting for the new English translation of Murakami's and other Japanese pieces of literature - right now she's loving Korean literature.
Other ways; she still could not ride a motorcycle - but she would try. She's still clueless about cooking, walking, and other things which makes her painful. She's still arguing with her mother; her sister and brothers as well; and people who're being misogynistic; he hated them a lot.
She has new Spotify playlist; some of the new songs becoming her favorite. She still could not pronounce English as perfectly as someone told her. Sometimes she still did not know the English vocabulary in journal articles that she read. She was still crying when she thought how stupid she was.
She's learning about her cultures and traditions; the roots of her family, societies, histories, and so on. She hated political topics; avoiding them as well. She's enjoying the process of a girl to become a woman (maybe). She's often ordering online and giving tips to those who help her.
She's trying something bad tho; just because she missed that human for sure. Sometimes she's sick and blank. She would be angry but she did not know how to express it; she unfollowed-muted-blocked some accounts which made her uncomfortable.
As a woman she knew, the journey would be hard, but saw that human how hard the journey before made her once to walk more; that human would go to in memorable place.
She wants to thank that human for being the best human in her life, she wants to say; "You're being the purely kind-hearted-warming-fighting whose this earth did not deserve you just because you deserve heaven".
Then, she wanted to say; "Thank you for trusting me as your part of life to walk as I would; I would promise if I had never given up because I knew you cannot be replaced by anyone else."
This journey would be hard time by time, but she would remember when that human had been trusting in her, it made her pain dan die every day, but that's the reason why she had to be still life;
She's doing well right now; still gossiping and doing silly things with her girl group, she goes to the cinema by herself - choosing the movie, place, and food. She still loves reading as usual; waiting for the new English translation of Murakami's and other Japanese pieces of literature - right now she's loving Korean literature.
Other ways; she still could not ride a motorcycle - but she would try. She's still clueless about cooking, walking, and other things which makes her painful. She's still arguing with her mother; her sister and brothers as well; and people who're being misogynistic; he hated them a lot.
She has new Spotify playlist; some of the new songs becoming her favorite. She still could not pronounce English as perfectly as someone told her. Sometimes she still did not know the English vocabulary in journal articles that she read. She was still crying when she thought how stupid she was.
She's learning about her cultures and traditions; the roots of her family, societies, histories, and so on. She hated political topics; avoiding them as well. She's enjoying the process of a girl to become a woman (maybe). She's often ordering online and giving tips to those who help her.
She's trying something bad tho; just because she missed that human for sure. Sometimes she's sick and blank. She would be angry but she did not know how to express it; she unfollowed-muted-blocked some accounts which made her uncomfortable.
She's trying to become; someone new. she's cutting her hair; short. She's choosing which food she wants to eat and which dress, pants, blazer she wore; she's dressing up well (trying tho). The people she wants to meet. The places she wants to stay. She's choosing to scroll good videos to watch.
Just because she had been living where she chose to be; she wanted to live without wasting energy on other things. She did not want to hurt anymore. She's creating the huge wall to save herself. She just wanted to be human; the truly human.
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