She's Still Trying to Live In This World, Sometimes

Some people would work hard for life; some people would not do anything but they enjoy all the lives they've. It would be repeated in other ways at the same.

She's just trying to live in this unfair world. Sometimes she wants to give up and disappear to see someone's life perfectly fine. They hurt her by showing her off all the things which she don't have.

They could share anything on social media and these posts would give her pain; the more they shared how perfectly their life the more she felt pain in her self.

Just because she had felt different in other ways; she did not have a perfect life with a bunch of things like them. Just have herself without anything.

Seeing their perfect life would always hurt her many times; she had been hurting by seeing their perfect life through social media. The beautiful places they went to, the delicious food they ate, the warm families they had, the good friends they enjoyed with, the luxury stuff they wore and many more.

She would hurt deeply just because she did not know how the feels to have these things in her life. Just because she did not have the chance to choose which life she wanted. Then, she did not have anything to share; just because she felt suck in anything in her life.

She had been hurt by someone perfectly life in time by time. It would be hard just because seeing something that she did not have would give her more pain, the more pain she gets the more dying she feels.

The feeling she had sometimes would make her wants to give up, die, and disappear from this unfair world. She wants to live in another place in which she doesn't have to feel the pain anymore.

However she doesn't have another option then. Along with she's still trying to live in this world, sometimes.