Someone Called It As "Living At Past Memories"

Someone was kind and heartwarming. On the other hand he broke her heart in several times without saying logical reason. She did not know if she make kind of mistakes in his thier currently life. 

She did not know what kind of someone's pain had, however she just gave the best way to even though someone would the scary one to her.

This is not her mistake. this is about someone's miserable mind; on thinking and still alive with all the traumas which had always run away from these. Someone did not trust anyone beside and anything around his life.

Someone still could not see which one was real for and which was best for him. Then, someone was sick and still lives on her past memories. Might, someone was left by several humans before; then someone thought also would be left by her.

Someone did not trust about her; was too afraid to open the heart on perfectly ways. blame her without accepting that he was the only one who're being egoist.

Someone is still living on past memories which when the pains would come he would run away and hide them on perfectly face; like there is nothing happened and someone had fine all the time even if his heart is really dying and hurting in same times.

Someone did not know how to release and did not know how to embrace these thing then he just pretended to be fine; until someone meet her; the one who has beautiful heart and pure.

She is the one and only woman who did not knew anything about humans heart then she just opened her heart to someone without any further do; someone had broken her heart into piece of puzzles which she felt the pain in trully.

Finally she did not how to embrace it until she want to die in every single day; she want to give up on her life and never had lived anymore just because her heart is really dying; she was sick and always remember the things which how someone had broken her heart with his "past lives".