She Forgave Them; Regardless She Had Never Forgotten The Way They'd Hurt Her

Walking through this way alone, just conducting on the logic sometimes really hurt her deeply as a woman; because in this world women are often shaped by society with a lot of rules.

The ways she took on her past lives are the things that saved her at the time no one could save her. Women sometimes did not know how to save themselves if they did not have anything on themself such as braveness.

She felt how lonely when they left her; when they were just saying that as a woman she could not be these things, like being rude sometimes, unpredictable, vocal, and being who she is; when she did not want she would not. Just those things.

She could not do these things that another gender could; because she is a woman and she had to be cute, beautiful, and careful on based how society wants. The societies always sicken her to be human.

They always left her just because she was considered not to be part of society; when she wanted to say something without knowing the norms and behave in society. She just lived on the earth where men did a lot of things to women; shaping them as they wanted.

How could she know the fact that; life was not easy on her gender identity? She was losing someone in her life just because she was a woman and as a gender, she could not save him; in her society, she could not do anything without permission from a man. Are they kidding her?

Whose earth on going to be when the genders sometimes would be a burden to one gender? She just wanted to save the humans around her without the norms of society, but sometimes they did not accept it. How sick this world is. Who's making this beautiful earth to be the hell?

She just would be the one who sicked in a lot of ways by seeing the normal rules and norms in this world. She would be losing a lot of humans around her just because she had never been given a chance to be human without the shape of gender.

She would be dying every single day by day watching those things happen. She would be the only one whose body and mind are separated because living where some people often do not use logic and fact. That's sickened her time by time.