She Had Been Deciding On Did Not Look Back At Her Past Lives

For walking through this way; with a lot of tears, bloods and distances. She had been deciding on did not look back her past lives.

Even sometimes she missed the past lives in bad ways till she felt how hurt it was; being someone who missing the beautiful moment on the past lives.

She knew; really knew in the fact and logic everything would hurt her in the same ways. Because of she had been felt all the things happened on her life as usually.

Because of this is life; must go on and everything would pass by weather she wouldn't or would. She's right know still to learn how to accept herself on how people want to look at her with good or bad mind.

She's still being the one who is building her wall as high as she can. She's the one who knows in what way she took by the fact and logic ways. She had already being the one who are trying to grow up in the her way.

In sometimes; there were people beside her had hurt her without knew how hard she had beeen being alone and lonely to be the one who keep on the way.

Sometimes when she did not know how to cry she just being angry untill her got headache. The more she wanted to move; the more hurt she got. That's things made her just wanted to die in different ways.

The people who took a easy way had never undorstood if life would be hard as she through. She wanted to shout them up however she knew it would be hurt them.

Then she just hurt herself in other ways and she just hoped if there would not be tommorrow just because she was too tired. Even if she did not know neither wrong nor right her ways.

She would be the one who walk through the ways she took. She would be the one who finished the way which she took without any doubtful. She hand never let anyone break the wall which she built. 

In the end; she would be the only one who would finish that wall perfectly.