Sometimes; She Missed Her Past Lives

She knew she could not back to her past life because she had been through the ways in many ways she took; she had been many chargers in different roles as human beings. She was confused about which life she would take.

Is she could be the one who's being herself as she chooses to be or could she be the one who's always using a mask to cover her face to be a different person? She still did not know; on which way she would take. On which decisions she would be purely human.

She had been meeting several humans around her, and she was still thinking about which way she wanted to choose. She was just a human where born in a place with a bunch of cultures and traditions. She's dying to know if the world is ever being kind to humans like her.

She's hurting while walking through the ways to catch up with the line on the long journey. She's changed (really, in a lot of ways) and could not come back to the place where she could not match up. She's really on the track where the histories made her a purely human.

She's never back to the times and places where she's feeling safe; she would make her world as she had been created by herself in the time with the long journey ahead to make humans around her feel safe to live in which ways they want to be.