They Have Been Hurt On Each Other

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She met someone in conditions that she had not wanted to meet anyone else, but someone showed her how to become life once more. Someone gives her new hopes, ambitions, and wishes on the way to who she is.

At first; these moments didn't mean anything to her, just because she knew these would be a waste of time. She had been on those conditions and she had been hurt really until she couldn't help herself as well.

Then, to save herself; she had just been waiting on the things that life just because she had lived based on the decisions she had made. No one could help her when she was on the unpredictable condition of it.

She had been thinking that; someone had been different from others - which meant seeing her in different ways with any insecurities that she had. However, she was wrong, she hurt herself just because she had new hopes that she had grown by herself.

She had never blamed someone anyway; when she knew how someone would hurt her in that way. She will just be the one who wanted to say "you're being who you are; to give new hopes and wishes then you've given up on your that thing; these things hurt me".

Why should he be that kind of human who hurts other humans with the kindness? Why had someone just given others hopes and wishes if, on the other days, someone had just given up? Could she blame someone otherwise someone was too kind and still human?

She doesn't know how to answer these questions, she is just saying either she is happy and grateful to meet and have time with someone, or she is hurt just because of someone kindness. She doesn't want to blame anyone, but she is hurt.

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