If She Could Disappear Soon; She Would

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She did not see anything in life anymore
Had been losing everything she had before
The times, darlings, friends, parents, places, moments, and anything with or without she wrote here
She did not know how to live anymore
How to breathe in and out
She don't know about my mind sometimes
She got hurt deeply
She just wanna die as soon as possible if it would
She's not seeing life as wonderful anymore
Societies are sick and she's so hurt
She's been greedy, however, it hurt her
She just want to disappear from the moment
Not looking at the sky anymore
She just want to wait for the moment when everything around me disappears with or without me
Could she ask to die? 
To whom life would be
She did not know anything 
She's just a little creature who lives in this world

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