She Would Decide To Live With Her Own Pains

She is still the same; as truly human and a woman. she decided to through her own life with both logic and feeling which her brain and heart gave. She already knew there was no perfect life on this huge earth and some of the humans did not use both of them to live as usual.

She knew how to embrace the pain and hurt when there is someone hurt her and broke her own heart to be a piece of a puzzle and made her the one who was feeling lost and dying in the night when she was alone; to accept the feeling on properly. she did not want to run away from that feeling; because she knew running away did not help her to heal.

She'd already met a lot of humans around her; who they did not live as truly human; either hid the pain and pretended to be fine and happy even though their hearts were truly sick or were frozen because they did not want to feel the pain in trully conditions. She had already known on how she has to behave as truly human.

In the night when she's alone at her working desk; reading some text while listening to songs then the pain comes just because she has been already left by someone for an illogical reason.

This is the first time that happened in her own life. She did not know what happened and was mistaken but she had been already hurt by someone who was left.

she had already asked several times; about her mistakes but she did not get the answer for the real reason. it was so sick and gave her a headache every single day. she could not cry because the pain hurt her in true time.

Tears did not mean anything when someone felt the pain truly. His beautiful heart was in the blood and she's still alive.

She could not ask for help or pretend to be fine; because she decided to live with all of the pains while these would hurt her several times. She knew how to live as truly human then she would let the pain hurt her. she would accept it while she was dying and want to die in every single second because the pain hurt her deeply.

She wants to say to someone who's left her "you could hurt me, but you could not hurt anyone else like you did on me. might, you could leave someone else in an easy way on behind; however just remember the human heart if the memories you created on how you're leaving someone would always appear in your mind - every second you have. Then, you would realize if it would hurt you forever."

However, if you asked the humans what is the deepest one; they would answer it could be "the sea/ocean". That's either wrong or true; behind that the deepest one is the human heart.

However you know the human heart, you still do not know about it - just because the human heart is the thing that humans could not learn but they could feel it.

She knew that some humans could play with a heart and could not pretend to be not feeling pain. No matter how the pain will always be there when someone decides to live using both logic and feeling.

Because she decided to live as she chose to be; she's still hurt deeply and the pain did not get well very soon. she would let the pain heal in the natural ways.