There Is No One Who Could Understand Her Better Than Someone

No one could understand her better than someone; someone had already shown her how kind, heartwarming, cool humans are.

She could not understand how someone could have gone on forever in the time that she could not find in the future. 

The things which someone made her comfortable with little things about her, the pure heart someone had, the respect, and the feeling someone gave her already made her want to take it back to the present times.

She's already dying every single day to know the fact that; someone had been the best gift that god gave her. Someone is showing her how beautiful life is, and how to be respectful as a woman in a true way.

Someone gives her things she calls memories which when she remembers them make her feel alive once more.

Someone has never forced her to be who she is not. Someone knows that she could become herself as truly her; by embracing all of her insecurities and fragilities in womanhood. Someone had shown her how to be human as every human did.

Someone is the person who she could not find in her present life and just become living in her past lives.

How could she live like this day by day? Either she met several humans who made her not truly to be human and just pushed her to be who she is not;

They had never asked her anything to do which she did not want for sure or just pretended to be happy as humans usually do and did not want to accept living is something to feel pain.

Could she live like before anymore when someone is with her? She did not know in which part of her life she hurt the most.

Without realising it, sometimes she knows that she doesn't have to hate life; she is just questioning why life could be harder from time to time.

Is it really that she could live a hard life when her age was losing time by time?

She did not know how to answer these and just lived as a human in a hurting way with a lot of pain and suffering which every single day.