She Had Already Made Decision to Let Go Anything Happend on Her Life

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Finaly she had already decided to let go of anything that happened in her life; humans, memories, places, and everything happened to her lately. She knew; that if she had not yet let anything go on just because she was still afraid of herself and feeling miserable about her life as a woman.

She knows if there are several humans, memories, and places being her best; on the other hand, she would be hurting them as she wants; she would not decide to let anything happen. She would be the one who is the egoist in this entire earth to human around her.

She would let anything happen and be the one standing there to be the one whoes making decisions; always being her as always and forever. Choosing her first rather than anyone else and being the one who had to through this path by the decision on no matter how hard the condition would be.

She wouldn't be the one who's always hurting someone else or someone who's hurting her as same way. Either she or anyone is human after all. They could give the best things to each other without being together; this is the hard way to take. Life could be hurt to people who're being the same as personality to force together.

She would let anyone go; did not ask them to be back in her life anymore; because they had been giving her the best memories of her as a human. If they would come back to her; she just accepted the way they wanted.

That's called humanism. Just because they had been being the things which she would call "memories and lessons". She would remember if they had already shown how life must be. That's enough.

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