She Would Try To Hold Everything Happened

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Right now with all the things that are happening in her life lately; she would stop playing with someone else. She knows it was her mistake because she did not what kind and pure people she met in the last meeting.

The last meeting she just met someone who had pure and human nature; because that person already read several books which humanity and loglogicallyin at the same time; that person used all of it to live.

If she knew for the first time; she would not be as people did - she would respect them as humans do. She did not want to do such silly things to them; just because in her mind they would be the same as the son she met, but did not.

They would be the pure and honest humans in this entire human life; because they know how to live with all the things that happened. They would be the humans that she needed when she did not have someone else to support her; just being relationship as human to humans do.

She would be the human who would live as she believed in; because she was different and she knew in which part she was different. Hopefully with all the things that happened to her; she would stay as she believed today until the entire life as she could. She would be the one who's deciding on something which she trying for.

This would be difficult, but when she remembers all the things that will happen in the next life; she would suffer if she could not be the person like now. She would hope that there are/are humans (s) would same as make the same decisions as hers.

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