She's Really Craying Alone; In Her Room

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As she grew up to be a woman; she always remembered how bad the memories she had when she was still being a girl;

When she was just a little human who could not do anything except cry while he was hit and spoke loudly to her several times.

She was; becoming the one who did not want to live in this world just because she could not breathe anymore to feel how hard in breathing.

She always asked for help from someone to take her into another condition; however, no one came to save her.

Right now; the conditions are being repeated. The one who gave her pain was coming; someone was coming and being rude to her again.

Just saying bad words about anything about her; someone asked her to dissapear rather than live as people usually do.

Someone's the one who always ruins herself becoming bad in the mirror; someone does not have a heart and speaks as someone wants;

Like "you've bettered to die than to live". it hurt her; really, millions of times. She is always being hunted by someone actions and words.

She never hoped someone would come back as soon as possible; however, someone always appeared there to ruin her into a piece of the puzzle until she could not show live anymore.

She would be the one who has always been hurt and wanted to die every single day just because she felt the pain in her heart in a true way; every second she had.

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